June 21, 2012 The biggest day of my carrier. Apparently, I am exaggerating a bit but, that's the day when the first cut-off list of my dream college was announced. No, I don't make the cut for it. I don't possibly for any of the top colleges in Delhi. I am so screwed. This is like the worst thing on the planet that could ever happen to me. The cut offs are so damn high. I feel like I am cheated. I desperately wanted to get in there. It was my love, It was the most amazing place I could think of.I dreamed of it like all day all night. And now, I feel like a useless pig. Oh! wait,even pigs are useful!
So now, I felt like an absolutely college less girl . Who does nothing apart from facebooking, tweeting and flaunting her dad's money. I kind of felt that I was letting my parents down. I mean I failed all the law entrance exams(yes! law was my dream.) and scored only 84% in my boards. Which meant that getting into DU was next to impossible though personally , I feel that the word impossible shouldn't exist at all. Why can't we all be like OPTIMISTIC! That's the only thing I survive on.
And man, I literally mean SURVIVE.
Optimism was all that I had when I appeared for my XII board exams, for my Common Law Entrance Test & when I first entered St.Stephens. But now, I seem to be lacking in it. I don't know how & what broke my belief. But, whatever it was, it was certainly a huge failure that I had encountered. Which crashed almost all of my dreams (Though St.Stephens's dream is still alive as the interview list will be announced tomorrow.)
I will keep my fingers crossed till tomorrow. And pray & believe in me. I hope there's an interview call for me.
Till then, good night everybody. :)
So now, I felt like an absolutely college less girl . Who does nothing apart from facebooking, tweeting and flaunting her dad's money. I kind of felt that I was letting my parents down. I mean I failed all the law entrance exams(yes! law was my dream.) and scored only 84% in my boards. Which meant that getting into DU was next to impossible though personally , I feel that the word impossible shouldn't exist at all. Why can't we all be like OPTIMISTIC! That's the only thing I survive on.
And man, I literally mean SURVIVE.
Optimism was all that I had when I appeared for my XII board exams, for my Common Law Entrance Test & when I first entered St.Stephens. But now, I seem to be lacking in it. I don't know how & what broke my belief. But, whatever it was, it was certainly a huge failure that I had encountered. Which crashed almost all of my dreams (Though St.Stephens's dream is still alive as the interview list will be announced tomorrow.)
I will keep my fingers crossed till tomorrow. And pray & believe in me. I hope there's an interview call for me.
Till then, good night everybody. :)
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